So I thought that getting a job would be easy.
Wrong.
I thought convincing my parents to help me move to Cali would be no problem.
Wrong.
I thought telling my parents that all I want for Hannukah is a plane ticket to Israel so that they would get it for me would be no sweat.
Wrong.
It seems that everything I've done in the past few years of my life has been fuck up after fuck up after fuck up. I'm sorry to swear and be so negative, but I'm severely depressed right now. I should really go see Ari, or David or someone. I just need to get away from all the negativity right now. Man this is a downer. The Schwartz's told me that i would baby sit 30+ hours a week. But oh yeah, I've babysat 2 hours so far. 2 fucking hours. I need money you stupid stick up the arse parents.
Look I don't really mean it, I'm just frustrated. I need a new laptop, mine is falling apart as we speak. Now my rich uncle is coming in this weekend but no dice on getting money or anything. Not that I would accept money from him. No matter how desperate I am. This is disgusting. Circuit City hasn't called me back which makes me really upset.
Damn you circuit city! Ok nope just kidding. They did say they would call Tuesday or Wednesday. Its like dangling cheese in front of a starving mouse. Yeah just call me the starving mouse. DAMN IT!
Rocky Horror= Good
I enjoyed myself. I think my problem is that Tori and Toby are moving to Laconia, Stephen is at Keene State, Lyza and Leah are still in High School, Ari moved to Cali, Eytan is in Arizona, and I'm still at home, like a fucking loser.
I'm going crazy.
So now you know.
With Many Death Glares,
Sarah
